I am noticing how much of my directions to myself begin with ,"I think ... blah blah blah"

I am also noticing nobody has responded. Maybe i am on the wrong page. I have been challenged by this recitation but keeping up as i can. I don't know the words so looking at the book instead of my 3rd eye. I would like to hear if anyone else has had some challenges? I sure have - lost credit card has obsessed me etc. Hello? Everyone today exhibited voices like angels,